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Monday, October 25, 2010

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Apart From Me You Can Do Nothing

Today at church, Josh Harris continued Part 3 of the series, “Desperate,” preaching from John 15:1-11 and focusing on how only when we abide in Christ, the true vine, can we have a fruitful spiritual life.

Introduction
The good kind of desperate is when you know you need help, and you confidently know that there is someone who has both the power and loving desire to help you. In John 15, Jesus teaches his disciples this good kind of desperation. It tells us that we can do nothing, but it promises that in Jesus we can know spiritual life and fruitfulness.

Spiritual Life Begins Only in Jesus
Jesus uses the imagery of a vine to describe spiritual life. Jesus is drawing from an Old Testament imagery, which frequently described the people of Israel as a vine. God’s specially chosen people were like a vine that God had planted. Their obedience to him and worship of him were the means by which God’s spiritual life and truth was made known in the world. The only way to know and relate to the living God was by joining oneself to the people of Israel. Sadly, God’s people repeatedly failed in this role. They forgot God, pursued idolatry, and were faithless. They were an unfruitful vine. (See Isaiah 5:1-7, Jeremiah 2:21, Psalm 80).

When Jesus says, “I am the true vine,” he’s making a profound claim. He is stating that where the people of Israel failed to rightly obey and represent God, he, Jesus, perfectly obeys and perfectly reveals the character and purpose of God. Now, the only way to be joined to the spiritual life of the one true God—the only way to know God and relate to him—is through Jesus.

In verse 3 Jesus speaks to his disciples and says, “Already you are clean because of the word that I have spoken to you.” In the original language there is a play on words. The word “clean” sounds the same as the word for “pruned.” Jesus is saying to his disciples, you’re already pruned and in the vine, you already have new life because of the words about me that I’ve spoken to you. (See John 3:16; John 5:23-24; John 11:25-26)

Spiritual Fruit Continues Only in Jesus
This passage is very concerned with bearing fruit.

  • Verse 2: “Every branch in me that does not bear fruit he takes away, and every branch that does bear fruit he prunes, that it may bear more fruit.”
  • Verse 4: “Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me.”
  • Verse 5: “I am the vine; you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing.”
  • Verse 8: “By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples.”

Bearing fruit is an essential part of genuine spiritual life. Living things reproduce. If you are united with Jesus and have his life in you then there will be tangible results of this life growing out of your life. You will bear fruit.

What does verse 6 mean when Jesus says branches that don’t bear fruit get tossed away? It doesn’t mean that genuine Christians can lose their salvation. What it does mean is that people who falsely claim to be Christians and demonstrate no evidence of new life in Jesus will eventually be revealed as dead branches. Jesus’ teaching here is meant to sober us. It calls us to evaluate our lives. Saving faith is not merely a matter of having prayed a prayer years ago. It’s not about church attendance. It’s not just about getting baptized and getting your ticket to heaven. If we are united with Jesus, then there will be fruit in our present day life.

What is the spiritual fruit that Jesus is talking about? Verse 7 tells us that spiritual fruitfulness is closely tied to prayer. When we begin asking for and desiring the priorities of God, God powerfully grants our requests, and spiritual fruit and life spills out of our life. Verse 8 tells us that spiritual fruitfulness is defined by being like our Master. When we live and act like Jesus—when we love, sacrifice and serve like Jesus—this brings praise to God. Verse 16 ties fruit to the mission of telling others about Jesus.

How do we bear fruit? Jesus says “abide in me.” To abide means to live in, to dwell with Jesus. The NIV translates it “remain in me.” Spiritual life and fruit only comes by staying close to and not moving on from Jesus. Just as a branch can only live while it’s attached to the vine, so we only live and produce fruit through ongoing dependence on Jesus. When we think about what it means to abide in Jesus, our temptation is to ask for checklist. But abiding is not a “to-do” list, a program, a methodology or a technique. Abiding is a relationship. Abiding is what desperate people do who realize that they have no life, no power, no inward resources of themselves. The secret to abiding is simply being desperate for Jesus and believing that apart from Jesus you can do nothing.

Too often, we don’t really believe that we can do nothing apart from Jesus. We think we have enough principles and practical tips to parent our kids. We think we have enough experience and advice to enjoy a good marriage. We think we’ve been in enough small groups to know how to help others grow. We think we’ve learned enough evangelism techniques to make converts. We think we’ve done church long enough to safely say we can build a strong congregation. Activity and programs and techniques cannot replace real fruit. We can accomplish nothing of lasting spiritual value apart from Christ. Apart from dependence on him, apart from daily reliance on his gospel and his resurrection power working in us, our activity is nothing more than dead religion. Real spiritual fruit only grows when we abide in Christ.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

“Ask, Seek, Knock”

At church today, senior pastor Joshua Harris preached on Luke 11:1-13. Part 2 of my church’s new series, “Desperate,” Josh answered what is would mean for us to live desperate and what it would look like for us to live aware of our dependence on God.

Here is a summary of the message by Josh, titled “Ask, Seek, Knock.”

The Holy Spirit’s presence and power in our lives is the best of God’s good gifts. (verses 11-13)

Jesus compares earthly fathers to our Heavenly Father and makes an argument from the lesser to the greater. If an imperfect, evil earthly father is able to give good gifts, how much more will a perfect, righteous and faithful Heavenly Father give good gifts to his children? Jesus is encouraging our confidence and faith to bring our requests to God. And he does this by reminding us of God’s character. When we ask for something we need, he won’t give us something evil. In particular, the Father will give himself in the person of the Holy Spirit. Jesus is saying, “Think about the best thing you could ask and seek for—it’s nothing compared to the gift of the Holy Spirit dwelling in your heart.”

  • The Holy Spirit glorifies Christ.
  • The Holy Spirit gives us spiritual life.
  • The Holy Spirit enables us to believe and trust in Jesus.
  • The Holy Spirit works to conform us to be like Jesus.
  • The Holy Spirit sustains us and enables us to persevere.
  • The Holy Spirit gives us power to overcome spiritual forces of evil with the gospel of Jesus Christ.
  • The Holy Spirit gives us boldness to proclaim the gospel to the lost.

Is there any “good gift” from God that we want more than the Holy Spirit? Is there anything else on the top of our prayer list? More than we need money, we need God’s Spirit to give us contentment and faith for what we have. More than we need a change of circumstances, we need God’s Spirit to enable us to persevere. More than we need another person to change, we need God’s Spirit to give us supernatural love and patience. More than we need a title or a position, we need God’s Spirit to be assured that we are children of God.

Desperate people ask, seek and knock in their pursuit of more of the Spirit. (verses 5-10)

Jesus tells a story of a neighbor persistently asking for bread late at night to feed a guest. Again and again, this neighbor asks until his request is granted. What is Jesus’ point? He tells this story to teach us that we should bring our requests to God with the same boldness, born of urgency. In the same way that the man was desperate to borrow bread for his guests, we should be people who are desperate for the Holy Spirit.

In verses 9-10, Jesus exhorts us to ask and keep asking, knock and keep knocking, seek and keep seeking. This isn’t describing a technique that we employ to manipulate God. This is a description of a person who realizes his or her need. The boldness in prayer Jesus is calling us to is born of desperation. When we abandon self-reliance, when we see how much we need the Holy Spirit, we ask and seek and knock because we have no other option!

Are we desperate in our pursuit of God’s Spirit? Do we realize how much we need the empowering work of the Spirit in our life—to be a father, a mother, a disciple, a witness? Do we think we can live the Christian life on our own? Can we come to church and get insight and apply truth on our own? Can we grow and change and fight sin and lead our family and parent our kids by ourselves? We need the empowering of the Holy Spirit every moment of our Christian lives.

God gives us his Holy Spirit to enable us to accomplish his purposes. (verses 1-4)

In the Lord’s Prayer, Jesus teaches us to align ourselves with God’s purposes. These are the categories that Jesus says we should be concerned about:
  • The glory and exaltation of God—that his name would be honored and respected and worshipped (verse 2a).
  • That the reign and rule of Jesus would spread—that his kingdom would be established in the hearts of more and more people (verse 2b).
  • That we would depend on him for our basic needs and trust him (verse 3).
  • That we would know his forgiveness and extend this forgiveness to others (verse 4a).
  • That we would turn from temptation and honor him. (verse 4b)

We should never separate being filled with the Spirit from the priorities outlined in the Lord’s Prayer. And we should never attempt to fulfill the priorities outlined in the Lord’s Prayer apart from the power of the Holy Spirit.

Monday, October 25, 2010

October

"I cannot endure to waste anything as precious as autumn sunshine by staying in the house. So I spend almost all the daylight hours in the open air." ~ Nathaniel Hawthorne

I took these photographs over the past two days. They were all taken either on my property or down the street from my property.




The stillness of October gold
Went out like beauty from a face.
E. A. Robinson

"Even if something is left undone, everyone must take time to sit still and watch the leaves turn." ~ Elizabeth Lawrence
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"Beauty is one of the rare things that do not lead to doubt of God." ~ Jean Anouilh


How innocent were these trees, that in
Mist-green May, blown by a prospering breeze,
Stood garlanded and gay;
Who now in sundown glow
Of serious color clad confront me with their show
As though resigned and sad,
Trees, who unwhispering stand umber, bronze, gold;
Pavilioning the land for one grown tired and old;
Elm, chestnut, aspen and pine, I am merged in you,
Who tell once more in tones of time,
Your foliaged farewell.
Siegfried Sassoon, October Trees



All still when summer is over
stand shocks in the field,
nothing left to whisper,
not even good-bye, to the wind.

After summer was over
we knew winter would come:
we knew silence would wait,
tall, patient calm.
William Stafford, Tragic Song


October is nature's funeral month. Nature glories in death more than in life. The month of departure is more beautiful than the month of coming - October than May. Every green thing loves to die in bright colors. ~ Henry Ward Beecher


Colors burst in wild explosions
Fiery, flaming shades of fall
All in accord with my pounding heart
Behold the autumn-weaver
In bronze and yellow dying
Colors unfold into dreams
In hordes of a thousand and one
The bleeding
Unwearing their masks to the last notes of summer
Their flutes and horns in nightly swarming
Colors burst within
Spare me those unending fires
Bestowed upon the flaming shades of fall.
Dark Tranquility, With the Flaming Shades of Fall

Just before the death of flowers,
And before they are buried in snow,
There comes a festival season
When nature is all aglow.
Author Unknown




The milkweed pods are breaking,
And the bits of silken down
Float off upon the autumn breeze
Across the meadows brown.
Cecil Cavendish, The Milkweed
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"Bittersweet October. The mellow, messy, leaf-kicking, perfect pause between the opposing miseries of summer and winter." ~ Carol Bishop Hipps


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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Pet Sitting

I’ve been pet sitting for the last two weeks for my neighbors and good friends, Tom and Terry, while they are vacationing in Puerto Rico. I have been watching their 3 cats: Peanut, Butter and Tank, and their elderly dog, Solomon. I’ve also been caring for two Pomeranians in my home for the past week that belong to my daughter, Christy, and her boyfriend, Brian, while they are on vacation in Disney World. This evening all owners return and my pet sitting stint is over… for now.

The most difficult part of pet sitting was taking care of Solomon. I’m not quite sure how old he is, but he’s somewhere between 13 and 16, which is pretty old for a chocolate Lab, which is what I think Solomon is. Figuring that the age of a dog Solomon’s size translates into 10.5 dog years per human year for the first 2 years and after that about 4 dog years per human year, Solomon is somewhere between 65 and 77 in human years. He is a super sweet dog, but his back legs are very weak and he has an extremely difficult time walking, not to mention getting up from a lying down position. He also has trouble controlling his bowels, so my neighbors banished him to the garage over the summer, where he seems perfectly happy to be with his big, soft beds to lie on. The only time he is allowed in the house is to eat.


Tom’s grown daughter, Hailey, and I are jointly taking care of Solomon. I am in charge of his evening feeding, so at 7 p.m., I go next door to give him his food. When I open the garage door, I first try to get him up so that he can walk out into the yard to do his business. However, he either doesn’t have the strength or else he is being extremely obstinate (not being a doggy psychologist, I don’t know which it is), but he will not – I repeat, WILL NOT – get up for me. I have even tried picking him up – and he is VERY heavy – to lift him onto his feet, but he just collapses back down. At this point, this dog – with what must be the biggest bladder ever – almost always pees all over himself and his bed. So, I prepare his food and bring his bowl to him in the garage. After he gobbles it down (he definitely likes his kibble!), I give him his joint chew and a pain pill (if it’s Monday, Wednesday or Friday). I feel so bad for Solomon as he must be extremely uncomfortable being wet, sticky and stinky covered in his own urine, unable to get up. (I know, however, that he is moving around, because the water level in his large water bowl is lower every time I go to see him and he is never in the same spot (he has two beds on which to lie). One day last week, I attempted to give him a bath, but he would not get up so I had to drag him out of the garage and all I could do was spray him with the hose. Hailey has also given him two baths, but she has the same problems with him as I do. I am so glad that Terry and Tom are coming home tonight because Solomon listens to Tom and I am hoping Solomon will get back to “normal” once they return.


Solomon

Solomon

Peanut and Butter are no problem at all. I feed both of them also at 7. I don’t really have any contact with Tank. He is a Persian Longhair cat and is kept in Tom and Terry’s mudroom most of the time, mainly because he and the other cats don’t get along too well. Normally, Tank is absolutely psycho! One other time when my husband, Dennis, was watching the neighbor’s pets, he couldn’t get Tank in his room, so he called me over to help. We finally got Tank in the mudroom, but he then started to run up the wall and flip himself in the air. He did this over and over again. He seems to only go to Tom, Terry or Hailey, and would act crazy around everyone else. However, suddenly Tank seems to really like me and will come to me and sit on my lap and purr. Very strange… In any case, Tank is a beautiful cat, but like most Persians, his super long fur gets matted very easily. So, before my neighbors left for their vacation they got Tank shaved, except for his head, his legs and the end of his tail. When I first saw him, I burst out laughing, he looked so ridiculously funny!


This is either Peanut or Butter, not sure which one!

Again, not sure if this is Peanut or Butter.


Peanut and Butter look so much alike, I can't tell which is which!


Pretty green eyes!


Tank's beautiful face.


Tank with his new hair cut. If he only knew how funny he looks!


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Sebastian Cabot face!

Watching Zoey and Onyx has been a lot of fun! They are super cute Poms with tons of personality. Onyx, who is almost 2, is a male; Zoey is a female and just turned a year last month. Onyx is super hyper and always on the go. He will not sit still for a minute, until he “crashes,” then he will rest. Zoey, on the other hand, is very laid back and follows me everywhere. She loves to sit on my lap or snuggle under my bed covers. When I take them for walks, they love to chase acorns, which are falling like crazy from the trees, and carry them around in their mouths. Too cute… What has not been so cute is when they get hold of something they shouldn’t. Yesterday, they both ate a pencil and today Zoey chewed up an old Bluetooth phone accessory. Zoey also found a bra of mine that I am throwing away and was carrying it around. I took it away from her, but 15 minutes later she had it again!

Zoey and Onyx

Taking a walk.

Struttin' their stuff! They love their walks.

It was hard getting a photo of Onyx. He never stays still long enough to get a good shot!

Onyx

Onyx

Sweet, sweet Zoey.

Zoey took a break from chewing her bone to get her picture taken.

Update: I am sad to report that Solomon was euthanized in early December 2010. He had been eating very little since the Thanksgiving holiday. He also was having an extremely difficult time getting up and walking, and most of the time he was unable to move. When my friends took Solomon to the vet to have him checked, the vet was shocked to see how quickly he had deteriorated. The vet told Tom and Terry that Solomon was suffering and it was time. I hope dogs go to Heaven and that Solomon is there now running through the clouds and chewing on a big juicy bone...

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Monday, September 14, 2010

Virtual Trip to Wales, England and Scotland

My favorite traveling companions are all in Europe right now on a walking tour of Wales, England and Scotland. My sister, Susan, and good family friend, Debbie, left a week and a half ago for 7 days of Moody Blues concerts (overdoing it just a little, I’d say!) in England and Wales, with country hikes in between. My sister, Betty, her husband, Rick, and another good family friend, Kelly, arrived in England and met up with Susan and Debbie this past weekend for two weeks of countryside ambling through England and Scotland. I was supposed to go with them, but had to pull out for lack of funds due to lack of a job!

However, my buddies were thinking of me and missing me, so Susan and Debbie bought a stuffed monkey when they arrived in London and named her “Jan Jan” after me. They have been taking photographs of her at the various places they have been on the trip, and then Debbie has been posting them on Facebook. It is so sweet that they have been doing this. Here is my virtual journey so far:


"Janice, we miss you." Susan and Debbie were so thoughtful. They got me my
very favorite Starbucks drink, a Caramel Macchiato.
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Here I am at Snowdinia National Park in Wales.

Visting Watership Down, the area of England made famous by author Richard Adams.

In Plymouth, England, at the Moody Blues concert. Boy, these guys are lookin' old!

Hitching a ride in Susan's backpack in Dartmoor.

Guess where I'll be tonight! (Hint: St. David's Hall in Cardiff.)

Another Moody's concert. This one in Birmingham.
I hope this is the last one as my ears are ringing!